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Too busy,
I can’t speak my mind,
I can’t hear my voice,
His kiss still in my mind,
Then that night,
And each soft silky word he spoke.
I’m not even sure,
Who do I speak of? Who is it that I love?
Gold digger, Grave digger,
Synonymous when it comes to me,
If I stood at your door,
would you remember everything you said to me?

I hold my breath in your presence,
Not because I still love,
But because you need your space,
From the useless matter,
There’ll never be a sunrise in the world,
A hopeless Melody,
turned into a different harmony,
but you were the only one who saw me for me.

So here I am,
take me for me once more,
the demon, hellbound bitch,
I snapped your heart in two,
I broke your friendship like my sanity,
Listen to my song,
If I cry for help,
help from you,
would you call them,
to save my life?
Lets test it, once, for the old times sake.